bakwaaas:

You gotta understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognise their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were in the wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.

depression-healthy-carrier:

I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours

new gym shoes who dis

I was high and remembered she liked keeping glass bottles for water when I saw this so I bought it lmaoo

this is why irl funny is better than internet funny you know if they’re a weirdo off top

the type to know I still love her and got her best interest first and be cool w it w someone else instead

I wish I went to smokin grooves with her in june but I was trynna look out for her when I told her no lol maybe this yr

I want someone to go see smino with me but I don’t want to attach it to anyone and ruin it for me later

every day I hide it and keep it moving

every day my body hurts sometimes I feel it in my sleep and and it feels like that alarm clock your expecting to ring any minute. every single day I cry over her like she was the first person I loved and more when I think about all the family bullshit I never believed in until she came around and made me happy every day even when we were arguing bc I thought she was down for me like I was for her. every day I’m reminded I’m not good enough. I still love her every day like we were in seattle still it’s almost been a year

theorydictatespractice:

I heard something the other day that I had never really thought about before. Someone mentioned to me that whenever you catch yourself missing someone who left your life, you should remind yourself that them not being part of your present is a consistent choice they make every day. They wake up and decide to maintain the silence. They’re indifferent as to whether the space between you gets larger. And that in itself is pretty powerful closure.